True friends stab you in the front

Look into my eyes
Don't you see the dark inside?
When will you understand?
I have my moments
I have my relapses
I am clumsy
I am full of fear
And yet I say that I don't
Will you give up on me?
It came sooner than I thought
I have never fit in
I have never mattered
You can go now
No remorses or dramas.